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Hi.. I see you found the site.. Well if you are here I will thank you for your time coming and reading here.
The site's purpose is two fold. First to tell my story. Why? Because I meet so many people in many capacities on the net. I found that this is the easiet way to get the information to people without my having to type it over and over and over - with each new person I meet.
Historically I have found that my heart, and my soul, and my passion for life matters not. What does matter to the majority of people is labels and appearances.
If you are here because we met via a personals ad, well I will probably never hear from you again. There are some words in the following sections that do not describe someone that a person usually dreams about getting older with. Truth is 99% of you here under those circumstances will reject me outright after this.
And that is O.K. - for those are not the characteristics of a person that I want to spend the rest of my life with. And we agree on that..
If you by chance make it through reading and looking at all this, and have an interest, then ask anything.. I certainly have proven my life to be an open book! LOL..
Finally, I had a hard time with when to allow access to someone that is maybe a romantic candicate. Do I let someone get to know my heart and then feel resentful that I held this back? Truth is I hold nothing back.. Did they ask the correct questions?
I am entirely honest.. And to me I do not want either of us hurt. So I decided to put his out to people early on, that are possible future involvements. This way my feeling of rejection is as minimal as your feeling of being misled.
Finally... Almost everyone that goes through this, well they come away feeling saddened or having pity for me.. Why? that is not the emotions or results I seek. I just want to give you the big picture.. Truth is, I like me.. I like the life I have today.. It is better in so many ways than it ever has been.
Thanks for your time again.. And I do hope your life is wonderful if I never hear from you again...